+ I love when you..

I was gonna post the entry with the correct content.

But I am sad right now. Plus I couldnt think of any title.

This couple weeks had being bit tough for me.

I feel fragile.

Anyway.

I have news. The KPM's interviews result came out and I made it

But it doesnt make me happy enough

Nothing could ever make me happy other than you.

But you couldnt care less. Could you?

I was too sad. I love you.

+ Talk is cheap

So hold on to your words.

quote from "fall for you by second serenade"

Did you notice that the ABC song and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have similar melody and ryhme and tone and whatever the music expert call it. They are same right? I know you're singing now to test it. :P

Okay. I got a job as tuition teacher now. It start this Monday 27th Sept and I wasnt really excited and to be honest I went for the job interview not feeling anything or any nervous or shaking and I passed. Shock? nahhhh....

Anyway, I'm complaining to en.hatimanis bout his delay-reply-text-msg habit. I cant stand it much longer these few days. For a partner like me who text and call her boy everyday, I cant tolerate any shock in the routine. The habit is fine but the shock of the routine plus the habit, that was totally messed up. I was messed up. I was really sensitive and while in showered I got all these thought and decided NOT to start any texting or calling. I want to wait for him to iniatiate that thingy from now on. PERIOD!

Well, it works. Hehehehehe....

Actually I shouldnt messed up my mind. Sometimes it may gets annoying but I heard the good news already and thats just calm me down and cheer me up a bit.
BUT
I REALLY hate your habit okay. huh!
Dont cancel bout you're coming this October or I'll cut the bil. Even I know I was the one who regret it. Sigh =.=''

+ Sudden nervous at this time

I changed our status in facebook just now. Without him knowing this action. There were some responses and I was suddenly nervous. I have no idea why. A bit confidence yet still afraid I guess. Obviously I was making a quick move to do that but its becos I was getting tense by these thoughts. The ideas that those chicks trying to be charm and threaten me and my feelings and actually put me as a jealous girlfriend fiancee girlfriend fiancee. Okay thats it. I admit I was too obsessed with "fiancee" word. But hey, at least they will respect someone's fiancee. Right?

No turn back now sweetheart.  

O_O

(somekind of warning :P)

+ I dont know whats this feeling is but it sucks!!

I accidently found this in facebook. Oh I hate when something happen in facebook. Shit I do hate. Do you really compulsary have to crop a picture of a person and upload it large bright and clear?? And if its not cropped why you snap only him personally??? I hate this. Yeah I think this feeling is hate. I hate to see his individual photos in strangers account. That photo was a smile candid photo. And this strangers is fucking doing it purposely. Do I talking crap now? No. I am practically jealous now in case if you're asking why I'm talking like this. But, hello!! What a stalker. Why do you capture that photo anyway??? Moron. Eeuwww. Gelilah!

+ Officially Engaged :D

After 7th day of Eid, I went beraya with Mimi and chat a lot of things. She also invited me to her engagement day this 6th November. I was totally happy for her and lil bit envy as she will become someone's fiancee soon. She confessed she was nervous as hell and feel awkwards when it come to discuss with her fiancee-to-be about the preparations. Me myself I will defenitely nervous too but too overhelming to feel awkwards. Who wont be proud to be called as someone's fiancee? I bet all girls do. Hahaha. :P Well, the actual proposal was made by the boy's father which mean her boyfriend didnt propose to her himself. So after the ceremony, she will be officially engaged to her boyfriend. Happy...hehehe :) 

In dramas or movies, a lady is becoming someone's fiancee when there was a declaration made. The declaration come along after she had agreed to his proposal. Thats mean, when he proposed, she said yes. Boyah, they're engaged! We have seen this in all romantic Hollywood movies. The stereotype way is when a guy kneels and took out a ring to propose his girlfriend. Some of them put it in ice cream desert to be found by the girlfriend which is very uncautious I think. She could get choke. And in Korean dramas, Personal Taste that guy propose in such a romantic way. I cant help but to tell this in details. Well, the couple was hang out at the park, dating, eating ice cream and they ride a two-handle-bicycle. Then the girlfriend sitting on a bench waiting for her boyfriend when suddenly a kid came by giving her a balloon. And another kid give her another balloon. And some other kids doing the same thing too. Until there were a bundle of balloons on her right hand up her head, the boyfriend came along with a balloon too but with a ring tied on the rope. When she take it with the left hand while he was saying to propose, she accidently release all the balloons. Hahaha. Poor thing. Luckily some of the balloons stuck under tree branches including the one with the ring. Of course they were trying to get that ring back. Its just funny how they working together for that. Funny, cute and so sweet. ^_____^

So engaged is ON when a couple made a declaration to marry one another. When he ask you to marry him and you said yes, yes and yes. Aww, feeling a bliss eh? Hahaha. Anyway, he believes that way. At least. Well, it doesnt harm anyone for me to daydream right? Hehe. Despite every confusions, I just wish we're together in love forever. :D

+ I am pretty confident

Last time I checked I wasnt doing any "upgrades" with my brain. I did math but I was totally confused with functions and integrations. Even multiply and add. Oh my. I have to do something bout that. Brain rust, not good at all. But I think my brain got moldy already. Sigh =.=''

A month and 15 days ago, I graduated with a bachelor degree. I went for an interview near that time too. I dont want to talk about that day. Even he said I wasnt doing good at all. I think he thinks that I wasnt doing good at all. Reality, I was doing it worst ever. Slap me on my forehead. OK lets just cut it off. So, to be pessimist, I manageably buried those memoriable lesson. And as everyone could see I hanging in this house doing house chores every single day. Serve me right. Sounds like complaining? Well, it might be. But sometimes I just have rest all day long and sleep all day long. So that doesnt actually something to complaint. Haha

The point is, Sya had made a great deal to me. Staying with her in Ipoh. Wow. Thats where my-after-married-place-to-be. Ehem. I rushed for permission and it was a YES. Of course it is bcos thats kind of exciting for us okay. Haha. Actually I was agreed to Sya because I think it will become so nearby to him but then he changed mind. If I want to go make some money at that town, I have to wait for him to finish study which is next April 2011 so it would be more convenient for him to look me out. But my original thought was he will be able to look out for me if I work there now and thats just obviously not true. I must be too densely excited to think that two hours driving is logic to get to save me from anything. So its fine. There's nothing to be argue but its sweet that he said it. To look out for me. I'm pretty confident bout what he said. I mean bout what you'd said.

And you know what'd you said. I'll hold on that :P

I wish we're doing well in the future. Love you Aziem :)

Lets left out foot prints at I-City. I wanna go there like right now!! Hehe :D

+ Oh bulan, oh tahun, laju-laju la sikit.

Laju-laju apehal?

Mana mahu pergi?

Ahh...!!!

Tak kira,tak kira

Nak laju-laju biar sampai bulan September tahun depan.

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>.<

NAK TAU TAK????

 We born on SAME date according to Islamic Calender

but of course in different year

its 1 Sya'aban :D

i discovered this here not long ago

http://www.oriold.uzh.ch/static/hegira.html

 SO if macam nak gediks nak ikut

Should be in

Year2011: 3rd July

Year2012: 21st June

Year2013: ...

Isk, nak meleret-leret pulak kan.

Paling lambat tahun 2012

Kata beliau ok :P

Tapi kan,

Tarikh 1 Sya'ban ni tak best pulak dalam kalendar biasa

Well..Lets just pray for happy ending beginning :)
People said, marriage is just the starting ok?

|||...xoxo...|||

+ Awak....

Saya macam dah lupakan awak pulak.
Dah lama sangat saya tak tegur awak kan?
Saya mitak maaf ye awak.
Selalunya saya tak macam ni.
Saya akan ceritakan semua kat awak.
Tapi kali ni saya tak ingat langsung pasal awak.
Ada sebab kenapa jadi macam ni
Bukan saya nak bagi alasan semata-mata
Tapi wak...













Saya beria sangat buat persediaan Aidilfitri.
Awak sabar jela yea. Awak buat seat back and relax je.
Saya yakin betul awak tak sambut raya, tak bancuh doh biskut.
Tapi awak jangan risau sangat eh?
Esok luse tulat nanti saya cerita semua kat awak.
Termasok cerita saya tak tidur pada malam raya.
Selamat hari raya kelima, blog shedonttalk.
Kesian awak takboleh cakap.












PS: Saya normal.