worth trying

Sometimes we have to try doing something we're afraid of. Like risking our trust to someone we think we know them well enough and put a little faith to that. Trust is one hard thing to earn. You can't just hand it over like giving candies to kids for no reasons. That one kid should have done a good thing to be given some candies. But that wasn't really tough for me. I easily give trust to anyone so I end up losing it. The more I gave, the more I'll suffered. Devastating. But one thing I noticed. No matter how much I faced the same lesson, I never learned. Even to the same cased, I couldn't stop myself. Next day I wake up, my heart couldn't stop my teardrops. Feels like the space inside is larger than yesterday.